is it enough already when you shed the first tear.. or when there are no words left.. or even when your heart says thats not the one... what would be considered an 'ideal enough' situation...... sigh!maybe each relationship has different standards, lines and barriers to this terminology... yes, the no words bit does fit in the top 10 enough already situation but then that was never love... surprisingly there are times when a person looks for companionship, need, desire, compatibility or even just stability.. maybe these areas define and differentiate relationships and our ability to indulge or avoid them...
Maybe ive learnt it the hard way but yes an interesting observation , just when ever ive called it quits its held me back.. but surprisingly maybe its just stubborness maybe its just fate.. maybe its just faith maybe its just vulnerability... either i swing between mood swings or i swing between relationship.. but shocking as it seems its not a relationship that satisfies me but relationships.. coimfort of one, intellect of another, spontanity of one, calmness of the other.. will i ever be happy in one.. is debateful but yes im indeed a one-man woman.. maybe i still havent found him;p.. or maybe he's just not there.. perfection is not what i seek.. its that instance telling me he's the one...............no matter how foolish my heart is .. i know he's not the one.......... maybe this is what defines my understanding of 'enough'..............................
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