“ECCENTRICITY, n. A method of distinction so cheap that fools employ it to accentuate their incapacity.”- Ambrose Bierce
Its difficult to describe yourself... we fail to reconcile with our inner self... or maybe camouflage what we don't want to accept..... with records of failure, escapism, denial yet optimism, adaptability and pride.. i truly deserve to prove linda goodman right.. but this is not about sun signs, an art extensively explored , lesser controlled... its as usual about being self consumed, self analysed and self arbitrary... whatever that meant...here i am. pondering over decisions made .. or not made.. well technically nothing was ever weighed except my weight... ok losing focus now.... all this time everything has been so impulsive so spontaneous so confusing.. i just havent given myself time to think.. its weird.. i hold on to things and people who i shouldnt and let go of things and people who i should.. and they everything happens for the good... heck then where is my silver lining or did the bloody cloud took a detour and decided on a different direction... ahhh yes thats why eccentricity is no longer my middle name.. it always was and will be the first one... i am eccentric in choices or lack of choices.. in holding relations or brutally burying them... in showing emotions or the lack of emotions...
i am an eccentric person.. a quality associated with geniuses.. heck im not;p...i love every bit of this malicious quality and its repercussions... i do not bother about the outcome but the journey this eccentricity takes me on... some have been interesting, adventurous, enjoyable while others being terrible terrible choices... but yes the struggle has always been .. one to adapt and the other to untie... but thats what eccentricity is all about... its hurt a lot of people... yet being enjoyed by many... for some its troublesome for others another satirical plot... sorry no apologises.. ive stopped that long back.... yet this time eccentricity has a new battle to fight... and that is stability...
surprising isnt it... being eccentric yet stable.. being practical yet a day dreamer... being logical yet spontaneous.. eccentricity .. mind you it may be contagious ... its barbaric truly barbaric... in heavy doses the results are torturous.. heck it scares me... but i enjoy every bit of it.. these spur of the moment mood swings engulf the best of clarity.. yet manage to get me out of the worse situations.. is escapsim the answer.. or maybe ive completed the karmic involvement... eccentricity mind you .. if you are brave enough you ll accept it and make peace.. but when you do be prepared for its tentacles...
i enjoy being called vicious by some yet helpful by others.. selfish by some yet big hearted by others... sensitive by few yet ruthless by others...its a gamble i tell u.. a sheer gamble of situation ... in smaller doses eccentricity is a comical definition... as they say pity of some may be amusement of others.. after all aren't we all eccentric in some way or the other... but yes stability and eccentricity are enemies for centuries... for one to succeed the other needs to wear a distinguished acceptable mask...
can eccentricity and stability ever exist.. is a moment that can change this.. or a person that can fuel one over the other... heck aren't we known as dynamic... emotions change, feelings change.. situations change.. what would you choose a cautious mundane route or the eccentricity possible joyride... like i said eccentricity is not my middle name.. its floats in between... unnamed , recluse, and unapologetic as ever...
if we cant tolerate eccentricity.. we can never enjoy realms of stability!
